It’s All or Nothing, Vale by Andrea Beatriz Arango (Random House Readers, 272 pages, grades 4-8). Vale is trying to get back to fencing after a serious motorbike accident that damaged one of her legs, possibly permanently. Despite the pain and weakness, Vale is driven to return to the one thing she feels like she is good at. Her quest to be the best before the accident was fueled by her parents and cost her at least one friendship, but now she feels alone and uncertain about what her parents really want for her. When she finally does get back to fencing class, she discovers that she’s been unseated by a new girl named Myrka. Despite Vale’s anger at Myrka for being a better fencer, she can’t help noticing she admires and likes Myrka in a way that may be more than just as a friend. When a hard-won victory over her rival results in intense physical pain, Vale has to come to terms with the fact that she is not the same person she was before the accident. By the end of the book, she has opened up honest communication with her parents and started to lean more on the people who care about her.
I was a little put off at first by Vale, who comes across as somewhat unlikable, pushing away the people who are trying to help her and focusing only on her return to fencing and her quest to be the best. But as the story went on, I started to sympathize more with what she was going through, not only the painful recovery from a serious accident, but grieving that she is no longer the same person and wondering if she’s now disabled. Kudos to Andrea Beatriz Arango for creating such a real and memorable character for whom you will be cheering by the end as she comes to terms with the new person she is becoming.
All the Blues in the Sky by Renée Watson (Bloomsbury Children’s Books, 208 pages, grades 5-8). Sage is dealing with the intense grief of losing her best friend in a hit-and-run accident on her birthday. She’s back at school, trying to cope with the help of a support group, but each day presents new challenges as she navigates feelings of sadness, guilt, and anger. Sometimes she lashes out at those who are trying to help her, and she has to figure out ways to make amends during calmer moments. One element of grief that surprises her is that there is still room for joy and laughter, and Sage finds herself making new friends and slowly moving toward her first romance. For most of the story, she refers to the deceased as “my best friend,” but by the end of the story, she is able to say her name, Angel Rodriguez, and she creates a poster with that name to put at a makeshift memorial that’s been created in the place where Angel died. An author’s note tells of her own experiences with grief, losing fifteen loved ones from 2020 to 2022, and how those experiences and the Covid pandemic led to her writing this book.
As I read the list of Renée Watson’s books on the back flap, I realized what a truly gifted writer she is who has given us an amazing collection of works in all different genres for both children and young adults. This book is no exception, tracing Sage’s experiences with grief in a very realistic yet beautifully written way that will help other kids who are dealing with the emotions of loss.